29 March 2023

No one can have an idea once he starts really listening.
become medium for energy

27 March 2023

innocent & infinite
meditation: melting into the natural process – the flow of time
Your centre is still and dark and silent – certainly wordless. If words are present then you are not in your centre. At best loitering in the lobby.
The weaker consciousness and the power of reflection become, the more brightly the things reveal themselves.
softness is making space for the other
empty of words
fill with worlds

26 March 2023

meditation: acquiring a sense of restraint

25 March 2023

When we die: that's it, it's all over.
When, at the deepest level, we can admit that, then we're there.

24 March 2023

Our ancestors lit candles in praise of the night.
talking to yourself is the first sign of madness
we are all insane
the spirit of emptiness

23 March 2023

hood the eyes, the ears, the head
The more you advance down this path the more full-time it becomes. No longer about technique or skill or anything special but a continuous empty mind.

22 March 2023

The opening closes in on us, the closing opens out of us.
under the cloak of darkness
things merge and become one
destiny: a sense of homing in
the teaching is a treasure any sane mind should covet
internal work is an acquired taste but once acquired impossible to give up

21 March 2023

a live, intricately articulated, intense whole

20 March 2023

with spirit comes courage and joy

19 March 2023

meditation: attending the moment
lift yourself in steadfastness
softness comes to those who wake up to the astonishing fact that energy is far more interesting than they are

18 March 2023

Poems spurn skimming.

16 March 2023

the gods have flown
our work (arousing selfless spirit) calls them back

15 March 2023

teacher knows best

14 March 2023

it takes many thousands of hours over much of a lifetime so the only way it will happen is if you love the work

Listening to Miles Davis & John Coltrane: The Final Tour (1960). Trane's irritation (he didn't want to tour but Miles persuaded him) is clearly audible in his magnificently angry solos. A perfect example of thymos.
For the one who yearned
the hint was enough, and hints are,
since long ago, the language of the gods.
we relax only when we stop identifying with our tension
the teacher uses words to stimulate you to practice rather than furnish you with understanding

13 March 2023

we have meaning only to the extent that we have connexions beyond ourselves
Heart has two centres:
  • Eros – the deep lower (female) heart – containing the spirit of gathering, connexion, unification.
  • Thymos – the upper surface (male) heart – containing the spirit of parting, expression, freedom.
Eros gravitates toward belly/earth and thymos reaches up to head/heavens. Our job is to maintain a balance.
Thus the dark has its own limpidity.
taiji is corrective: correcting posture, energy and character

12 March 2023

break the tyranny of language

11 March 2023

10 March 2023

the real (reality) is not so much the things of the world but their relationships – the vast web of connexion and connectedness
a certain body tone says the poem is happening
the incessant chatter in the head is there to block out the real – to avoid listening and responding – to shirk responsibility
we use the words poem and poetry to indicate heightened awareness

do you have it in your heart to keep a dream alive for the duration? 
When the mind stops a new world opens up – a world of power – of intense relationality where every thing touches and affects – each detail of utmost importance.
growth is a striving and reaching, an unfurling of oneself into greater openness
communication is energy exchange
nothing to do with words

09 March 2023

getting worked up

08 March 2023

poetizing is responding creatively to the world of connexion that opens up when the mind quietens
We train the mind not by cramming it with information and knowledge but by teaching it to be quiet. Only then can it really listen.
Love is the extremely difficult realisation that something other than oneself is real.

07 March 2023

active in the sense of poetizing

06 March 2023

scraping a living

05 March 2023

when performing taiji
be in your element
stop holding on to the solidity you assume reality to be

04 March 2023

en nattant les cheveux du silence
our problems stem from thinking we have a choice
unselfing

03 March 2023

captivated & enthralled by the phenomenological richness of the moment
we don't choose who we love but that shouldn't stop us from loving
nothing sudden can appear without that preparatory work of preservation
the goal of practice is not proficiency or expertise or knowledge but beginner's mind
an old soul

02 March 2023

softness softens and ensoftens
If teacher says you need to practice and you do not then you willfully mock both teacher and teaching.
. . . poetically man dwells . . .
a mind struck speechless by the phenomenological density of the moment
a listening that bristles